There is a guy who reminds me of Eric idle fuck help me
There is a guy who reminds me of Eric idle fuck help me
so oxygen went on a date with potassium today…it went ok.
i thought oxygen was dating magnesium…omg
actually oxygen first asked nitrogen out, but nitrogen was all like “NO”
I thought oxygen had that double bond with the hydrogen twins
looks like someone’s a HO
fml fml fml fml
lol forever liking people I will never ever get
Well I didn’t expect to end my evening crying myself to sleep
So, today was just another let down after a series of let downs.
Today I had my first ever stand up gig, it went marvellously and I am thrilled! It was a little marred though by the fact that not one of my friends turned up to see me. I had been going on for weeks about just how important it was to me and how nervous I was. I had given them plenty of time, I really made the effort to make sure that they all knew about it and knew the date so I wasn’t springing it on them in the last minute. I invited about 19 people (I know it’s a lot of people to be deemed as close friends but whatever) and a few promised me that they would come and were looking really forward to it and I made sure they had relevant information. I didn’t really see the obstacles in attending as it was a free show at my school where half of them attend so they know where it is and it’s only from 5pm till about half 6. Today I received texts from three friends who said they could not make it which was fair enough, I wasn’t fussed as they had let me know and there would always be other times. But also today I had spoken to people who still swore to me that they were coming and looking forward to it however they didn’t show up at all.. they were also online all night and couldn’t even drop me a message to say they weren’t coming. In fact they are still posting meaningless stuff now and I feel quite hurt by that. I kind of feel I am owed an explanation as they took so much trouble to continually tell me they were coming. I’m not a monster I’d understand if they couldn’t come but they could have told me.. but anyway I wasn’t aware of this when I was performing because of the lighting I couldn’t really see the audience anyway so I just carried on oblivious. After I had finished performing us performers had to make our way to the side of the audience and at that point I was in a position to see every person in the audience. I cannot begin to explain the complete deflation I felt when I looked out into the audience and saw not one of my friends at all. I felt so hurt that they had known how important it was to me and not turned up with any explanation whatsoever. I’m probably overreacting I’m a sensitive person but yeah urgh. Another reason why I want to go to university as soon as possible. My parents and Laura are like the only reasons I want to stay uggggh.
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